hey i'm lauren :) umm yeah this is my first journal entry! im 5"5, 131lbs, down from 150lbs, hopefully one day soon will be 110 lbs. umm ive kinda always had a bad relationship with food and everything related to it! i sarted controlling my food intake because it seemed like the only thing in my life i could control (i am at university) apart from cutting, and i tried that a few times and it just scared me! but now ive lost a fair bit of weight i want to carry on to get down to my goal weight. i love reading new posts in the pro ana communities, cos it makes me feel a lot less alone, no one in my life knows about my food issues, so just reading others' posts helps a lot!! so umm yeah! add me as a friend! i am a nice girl, good at giving advice and just being a general ear or shoulder - or so my friends tell me! thats all for now folks! xxx

p.s nothing tastes as good as being thin feels! good luck lovelies! xxx